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BARAYE IRAN│FOR IRAN

Have you ever been in love with a stranger?
Hints of cardamom, jasmine, and rose water tease your nostrils to ease in closer
But you can’t go there anymore
For your ancestors still wince at the memory of the burn 

Have you ever been in love with a stranger?
Though you’ve never met, you long to dwell in her temples and mosques 
To visit the Caspian sea –where your father was still whole
A sense of wonder with which you’re awe struck 

Have you ever been in love with a stranger?
Mesmerized by the movement of her hips
Sights, scents, sweets, and sours you’ve grown impossibly close to
And yet, still miss the mark 

Have you ever been in love with a stranger?
A foreign experience with which you’re estranged
Though you pray to grow nearer
Reflecting on her undeniable impact​

Have you ever been in love with a stranger?
Salivating as gheimeh over tadig passes you by
Your stomach aching from too much lavashak, though you stay wanting more
So you pray for a reunion, merely a visit 

To be in love with a stranger
The tension between you and a home you’ve never been
I suppose it’s better to have witnessed her from afar
Than never to have been touched by her power at all 

Published in Songs of the Earth, Nov 2024 by the LA Public Library; originally written November 30, 2022 for The Immigrants' Cookbook

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A RECLAIMING

A Reclaiming. A poem on body image and beauty standards.

This body is mine
This body that you tell
Is too thick or thin
 
This one that you assert should be hairless
That you dare to consider developing a wrinkle
This body is mine
 
The one that you recommend fixing the gap bw her 2 front teeth
“For you would appear much more beautiful”
 
Did you think
That I was asking for revisions to this?
 
As if I did not care for my grandmother’s attributes
This body is mine

Miss me with your ideas about
What it means
To be sexy, but not expressive
To be smart, but not intimidating

I am letting you know now, this is mine
 
If you thought I was placed here
To appeal to you
You must not have realized
The purpose with which I was anointed
 
Seemingly having confused my autonomy for your own...
 
The one you’ve wondered belongs to whom...?
This body
This body is Mine

Lillian Farzan-Kashani, July 13, 2020

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